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Hi there guys and yes, I'm still alive. I hope you all are as well.
Maybe some of you remember how I've said that with this art block of mine (which I have had more or less for about a YEAR now) I feel like I can't draw a sh*t but gladly I have some unfinished works laying around so I could always get back to working on them if I can't do aynthing else? Well, yesterday I tried. Apparently since I have last time tried to paint a background around January I have no more any idea how to paint digitally. Of course it doesn't help at all that I've long since forgotten which brush settings I used to have on my SAI before because I LOST ALL OF THEM when my laptop's hard drive broke down.
Practise again, you say? It's the idea I've had as well. There's just this problem that you can't really call anything as "practise" if you may or may not have only two nights during a week when you might be able to properly immerse yourself in arting. I'm a slow worker, I can't get about anything done in only few hours so even trying feels like a waste of time.
I don't know if this block is actually caused by stress or what but I'm still kinda waiting to see if it gets over after I finish my school. Though if I'm not able to get back to drawing and painting for three years to come am I even able to start it again afterwards? With the current amount of decreasing in my skills I'm quite sure it would at least mean starting ALL OVER again. Well, that's to be seen.
I'll try my best with working when I just can on all the art I owe for people, especially a trade part and that raffle-prize ACEO. I know I owe other stuff for people too but you all know that I intent to not forget any of them.At least I think I have them all listed up somewhere around here...
I'll try not to bother you guys too often with these rants anymore, I certainly don't even know why I'm writing these down here in the first place. At least it's a bad way at showing that I actually do still exist here somewhere... Stay safe peeps! Waittiz is out o7
Maybe some of you remember how I've said that with this art block of mine (which I have had more or less for about a YEAR now) I feel like I can't draw a sh*t but gladly I have some unfinished works laying around so I could always get back to working on them if I can't do aynthing else? Well, yesterday I tried. Apparently since I have last time tried to paint a background around January I have no more any idea how to paint digitally. Of course it doesn't help at all that I've long since forgotten which brush settings I used to have on my SAI before because I LOST ALL OF THEM when my laptop's hard drive broke down.
Practise again, you say? It's the idea I've had as well. There's just this problem that you can't really call anything as "practise" if you may or may not have only two nights during a week when you might be able to properly immerse yourself in arting. I'm a slow worker, I can't get about anything done in only few hours so even trying feels like a waste of time.
I don't know if this block is actually caused by stress or what but I'm still kinda waiting to see if it gets over after I finish my school. Though if I'm not able to get back to drawing and painting for three years to come am I even able to start it again afterwards? With the current amount of decreasing in my skills I'm quite sure it would at least mean starting ALL OVER again. Well, that's to be seen.
I'll try my best with working when I just can on all the art I owe for people, especially a trade part and that raffle-prize ACEO. I know I owe other stuff for people too but you all know that I intent to not forget any of them.
I'll try not to bother you guys too often with these rants anymore, I certainly don't even know why I'm writing these down here in the first place. At least it's a bad way at showing that I actually do still exist here somewhere... Stay safe peeps! Waittiz is out o7
For those who want to know where I've been
My last life update was apparently a year ago, buuuut... Well, the start of last year wasn't all that interesting - except I got finally a working medication for the depression, AND I developed a constant fatigue in the spring. I'm still struggling with it and it's only getting worse, and at the moment I'm at that point where I can't remember a sh*t and most of the times I'm simply too tired to do anything supposedly clever. Sometimes it even feels like I don't have the energy to simple things like eat. For the past few weeks I've had things to do IRL and have had to move around and at this point I feel like a total zombie and certainly can't function like a normal human being, and the doctors I've met don't care at all. It's the same reason why I stopped going to therapy as my therapist was only concerned about the fact that I don't go to work now when my depression has gotten better, no matter how much I told her about the fatigue I'm having. Like, yeeeeaaaah. Where the heck I'm
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Looking for a Life
Random ramblings of a tired, stressed and anxious mind... Life is currently pushing me to look forward. Requiring me to look forward. But all I can see forward in my life is pitch blackness.
Instead, I started to look backwards while trying to figure out how I've dealt with life before. The last few years... They basically feel like they haven't been even my life at all. Like I've been living the life of somebody else.
Now it feels like life has finally swallowed the remainings of what those odd few years had offered to keep me going, and I should look for whatever there was before. But what exactly was there before those times?
There was
General 'what Waittiz has been up to' -journal
Sept 1st
So I saw somebody else to have this kind of journal ('ello Mookie!) and though that instead of spamming(?) new journals, I also could have one where to slap stuff instead. My latest journal has anyway been one of the... more depressing journals, so maybe it's good to swipe it somewhere from the front. Not that my current feeling would be like writing a happy journal this time either, as life is just generally eating my strength. This will probs be a rather long rant, so feel free to skip it or have a bed-time story about health issues.
From the early June I've been struggling mentally with this one Rehabilitation polyclinic I got a
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I can so relate to you as well. I just finished 5 years of art school and the stress of it created a major art block that I am still not completely over. It's hard when you only have an hour or 2 every couple nights to actually dedicate to creating work as you feel you need at least 3-6...
And yeah being away for so long can make you have to rethink how you created thingsXD I haven't done a digital painting in a long time tooXD
While some people try to force their way out of it, I am just seeing if waiting it out can help...maybe it can be your mind telling you to take a break and be reflective on where you truly want to go as an artist
There are no rules on how much art you need to have done in order to be an artist
And yeah being away for so long can make you have to rethink how you created thingsXD I haven't done a digital painting in a long time tooXD
While some people try to force their way out of it, I am just seeing if waiting it out can help...maybe it can be your mind telling you to take a break and be reflective on where you truly want to go as an artist
There are no rules on how much art you need to have done in order to be an artist